Penetrating semen! Explosive handjob in panties – Masturbation creeping into pants. The shame increases by not taking them off, and the sensitivity increases proportionally.

She touches my erect penis through the fabric. It’s as if examining its shape and size. Slipping in. Warm, delicate, and comfortable, a woman’s fingers penetrated… she touched “me” directly. The act of pulling down my pants is a chance for a man to open up as a man in a sexual situation. If that is not allowed, the shame will never go away. I continue to be toyed with, and eventually a sticky white substance begins to ooze out. But why does it make me feel so fulfilled… (Excerpt from Chapter 2 of “Awakening to Handjobs in Panties”)